Today Woke Up Early.. Went Back to Slp `n` Woke Up Agan
X-x Went Out, To `His House To Pass `Him Smth .
Thn Went to Her House N See Gell o-o .
Went Church . Kept Quite .
Saw `HYM .. Got Scared ..
Weakened .. I Was Wrong,
HE wasnt Me Weakness .. THIS IS My Weakness .
And It Made My Knee Shivered Throughout Church Service . `
HE... Did Not Notice Me.
Sat Top Left Side Frm Me.
I Shift Right .
Next Thing i Knew He Was Behind me.

>-<>
LEARNT IN CELLGROUP .`Dun Read If U Wan`
7 diff type of SUFFERING .

.STORMS OF LIFE.
Eu Wont Be Shaten If Eu Build Your Life On GOD.
When Troubles Comes,The Test If Eu Build Your Life Upon GOD Shows.
.Chastening `Dealings Of God.
` SonShip And Chastening Go Hand In Hand.
`Heb12-5`

. TEMPTATION .
`Job2-9`

.SPIRITUAL WARFARE.
Keep On Encouraging Yourself .
Use The Name Of Jesus .
The Saten Is Afraid Of The Blood Of Jesus .

.AFFLICTIONS.
Physical Sufferings.
Mental Sufferings.
`Job 3-1 , 11-13`
Depression Can Come When Eu Suffer Afflictions.

.PERSECUTION.
`Mark 10-29-30`
`Phili1-29`

.TRIALS OF FAIT.
Patience means the capcity of FAIT.
Your OutLook Will Determine Your Outcome Though He Slay Me, Yet I Trust Him.
When You Trust a Person,Explation is needed for him Actions .
When He Has TEsted Me, I Will Come Forth As Gold.

SUFFERING ARE DESIGNED TO STRENGTHEN YOU.

Why Was I Foolish To Wait 4 You ...

u SHOWED me dat u wouldnt need me in ur life.

U Dun EVEN treat me as ur fren ...

I'm OVER n DONE wif u and ur LIES.

Heys ! Seems so long since i had posted ^.^ but guess wad ?? im back ! :)

I just write to myself... To Thanks a particulary Guy FOR;

Being There When i Was sick and could not stand and might fall .
Eu were there,Eu Held me tight which prevents me from falling.. Thanks..
Eu `Q` up for the ticket and let me sit cause i was weak..

And im sory i treated eu so cruel.. I'm still into wif eu..
But im 2months too late.. Im so sorry ..

This `Guy` Im toking about is my Ex.

Alex Lau . Someone i'm still inlove wif . But .. To love sum1 is to learn how to let go .

The Best thing eu can do if eu luv sum1 is .. Let Them Be Happy.
HAppines is the best thing and only thing dat makes me happy
AS IN,
Seeing eu being happy makes me happy and i will smile..
Even if it hurts.. I wun show eu im hurt..
cause i luv to see eu smile. . .

i'll wait 4 eu .

LOLS!~ >.<>
HERE,


Yesterday, My mum saw my M card Bill.. cost around.. $233.0 ._.'' So I didnt tell ma mum if I could go swimming Tmr wiif my fens at journg.. Called most of my fwens but all i got was..

"Sorry I Going out with Parents"
" I cnt i going shopping with ma dad"
" I going xMas Party♥
"
" Im siick"

All tiis Crap-o~~._."
Tmr i ask lash If i die I came hantam yuuhs ♥

LOLS.Back ;] Srry.. i duno wads dah use of blogging ==" hahaas.. just wastin my time .. making time go faster ;D...

So.. Ytd WE ( Daneth, Edlynn meii her two fwens.. Calvin Alex 'n' me) Went to escape theme park ;D

Fiirst Riide was dah.. Hunted House! 3 times ;] 2nd time got whiite people coming n actin like ghostiie! TT i scared uh.. went to HUG Alex PS: i Hug ANY1 WHN IM SCARED">.<>"Edlynn ,daneth n her fwens at front line so we went in wif em;] damn niice... Geng lash x]

Alex Asked Us To try The Car game ;o also geng x] whn i was parking, i bang ;x hahaas...

GOING HOME~
Whn we Walking to dahs MRT .. Frm Escape Theme Park to Mrt.. Half way Alex carried me thn.. Fell ;x hahaas.. Hope he ouhkays lash ;] Thn in Mrt.. Calvin korie looked siick ;[ i pat hiim..idk why he felt liddat uhs.. thn play with Alex.. he Made faces dat were SO CUTE ;] hahaas..

THNKS ALL FER MAKING TIS DAY A SPECIAL DAY.. ;] Especially ALEX,Made Me smiile hehee.

Alex, I Promise I will Always Luv eu. Even If i Die. if i ever break up wif yuhhs ,i dun mean it. :)

Buhbyes~~! x]

hmms.. Every1 hav Love in their life.. To me.. I hav no idea.. how to Love or the meaning of it..

Sory guys... i lost feelings.. i dno whad to do anymre.. is..life so complicated..confusing? Whats Love suppose to do.. How? n Why.. IDK!! U.U...I'm losing myself in my mind.. My mind is Filled wif confusion.. Questions.. Shuld we love.. what happens if we cnt love.. Fairytales r all fake.. Dreams r onli for slpping.. Love is juz Meaning-les.. i hav nth to say..



*~!CoMpLiCaTeD!~*

Heys.. Im sorry For those Promises which i have broke..
For every Promise broken.. I'll giv u this promsie..

I'll be there to protect yuuhs.. No matter How hard it is.. Ima try.. Dats gonna be a promise frm me to Yuuhs.. I promise to be ur Guardian Angel;].. No1 is gonna Bully yuuhs anymre..4eva..
Cause im Gona be there for yuuhs now 'n' 4eva.. I hope ur singing is getting better ;D cause now im siick! ;x But i'll still protect yuuhs.. even if im gonna die.. If im dead.. i'll hunt Da Person hu's after yuuhs 'n' make shure he/she never Touch yuuhs AGAN..

!~PROMISE~!

To: Sheila
*~!CoMpLiCaTeD!~*

Today Woke Up Early.. Went Back to Slp `n` Woke Up Agan
X-x Went Out, To `His House To Pass `Him Smth .
Thn Went to Her House N See Gell o-o .
Went Church . Kept Quite .
Saw `HYM .. Got Scared ..
Weakened .. I Was Wrong,
HE wasnt Me Weakness .. THIS IS My Weakness .
And It Made My Knee Shivered Throughout Church Service . `
HE... Did Not Notice Me.
Sat Top Left Side Frm Me.
I Shift Right .
Next Thing i Knew He Was Behind me.

>-<>
LEARNT IN CELLGROUP .`Dun Read If U Wan`
7 diff type of SUFFERING .

.STORMS OF LIFE.
Eu Wont Be Shaten If Eu Build Your Life On GOD.
When Troubles Comes,The Test If Eu Build Your Life Upon GOD Shows.
.Chastening `Dealings Of God.
` SonShip And Chastening Go Hand In Hand.
`Heb12-5`

. TEMPTATION .
`Job2-9`

.SPIRITUAL WARFARE.
Keep On Encouraging Yourself .
Use The Name Of Jesus .
The Saten Is Afraid Of The Blood Of Jesus .

.AFFLICTIONS.
Physical Sufferings.
Mental Sufferings.
`Job 3-1 , 11-13`
Depression Can Come When Eu Suffer Afflictions.

.PERSECUTION.
`Mark 10-29-30`
`Phili1-29`

.TRIALS OF FAIT.
Patience means the capcity of FAIT.
Your OutLook Will Determine Your Outcome Though He Slay Me, Yet I Trust Him.
When You Trust a Person,Explation is needed for him Actions .
When He Has TEsted Me, I Will Come Forth As Gold.

SUFFERING ARE DESIGNED TO STRENGTHEN YOU.

Why Was I Foolish To Wait 4 You ...

u SHOWED me dat u wouldnt need me in ur life.

U Dun EVEN treat me as ur fren ...

I'm OVER n DONE wif u and ur LIES.

Heys ! Seems so long since i had posted ^.^ but guess wad ?? im back ! :)

I just write to myself... To Thanks a particulary Guy FOR;

Being There When i Was sick and could not stand and might fall .
Eu were there,Eu Held me tight which prevents me from falling.. Thanks..
Eu `Q` up for the ticket and let me sit cause i was weak..

And im sory i treated eu so cruel.. I'm still into wif eu..
But im 2months too late.. Im so sorry ..

This `Guy` Im toking about is my Ex.

Alex Lau . Someone i'm still inlove wif . But .. To love sum1 is to learn how to let go .

The Best thing eu can do if eu luv sum1 is .. Let Them Be Happy.
HAppines is the best thing and only thing dat makes me happy
AS IN,
Seeing eu being happy makes me happy and i will smile..
Even if it hurts.. I wun show eu im hurt..
cause i luv to see eu smile. . .

i'll wait 4 eu .

LOLS!~ >.<>
HERE,


Yesterday, My mum saw my M card Bill.. cost around.. $233.0 ._.'' So I didnt tell ma mum if I could go swimming Tmr wiif my fens at journg.. Called most of my fwens but all i got was..

"Sorry I Going out with Parents"
" I cnt i going shopping with ma dad"
" I going xMas Party♥
"
" Im siick"

All tiis Crap-o~~._."
Tmr i ask lash If i die I came hantam yuuhs ♥

LOLS.Back ;] Srry.. i duno wads dah use of blogging ==" hahaas.. just wastin my time .. making time go faster ;D...

So.. Ytd WE ( Daneth, Edlynn meii her two fwens.. Calvin Alex 'n' me) Went to escape theme park ;D

Fiirst Riide was dah.. Hunted House! 3 times ;] 2nd time got whiite people coming n actin like ghostiie! TT i scared uh.. went to HUG Alex PS: i Hug ANY1 WHN IM SCARED">.<>"Edlynn ,daneth n her fwens at front line so we went in wif em;] damn niice... Geng lash x]

Alex Asked Us To try The Car game ;o also geng x] whn i was parking, i bang ;x hahaas...

GOING HOME~
Whn we Walking to dahs MRT .. Frm Escape Theme Park to Mrt.. Half way Alex carried me thn.. Fell ;x hahaas.. Hope he ouhkays lash ;] Thn in Mrt.. Calvin korie looked siick ;[ i pat hiim..idk why he felt liddat uhs.. thn play with Alex.. he Made faces dat were SO CUTE ;] hahaas..

THNKS ALL FER MAKING TIS DAY A SPECIAL DAY.. ;] Especially ALEX,Made Me smiile hehee.

Alex, I Promise I will Always Luv eu. Even If i Die. if i ever break up wif yuhhs ,i dun mean it. :)

Buhbyes~~! x]

hmms.. Every1 hav Love in their life.. To me.. I hav no idea.. how to Love or the meaning of it..

Sory guys... i lost feelings.. i dno whad to do anymre.. is..life so complicated..confusing? Whats Love suppose to do.. How? n Why.. IDK!! U.U...I'm losing myself in my mind.. My mind is Filled wif confusion.. Questions.. Shuld we love.. what happens if we cnt love.. Fairytales r all fake.. Dreams r onli for slpping.. Love is juz Meaning-les.. i hav nth to say..



*~!CoMpLiCaTeD!~*

Heys.. Im sorry For those Promises which i have broke..
For every Promise broken.. I'll giv u this promsie..

I'll be there to protect yuuhs.. No matter How hard it is.. Ima try.. Dats gonna be a promise frm me to Yuuhs.. I promise to be ur Guardian Angel;].. No1 is gonna Bully yuuhs anymre..4eva..
Cause im Gona be there for yuuhs now 'n' 4eva.. I hope ur singing is getting better ;D cause now im siick! ;x But i'll still protect yuuhs.. even if im gonna die.. If im dead.. i'll hunt Da Person hu's after yuuhs 'n' make shure he/she never Touch yuuhs AGAN..

!~PROMISE~!

To: Sheila
*~!CoMpLiCaTeD!~*